Archive for July 2002

Its been a long week…

Jul 27th, 2002 | By | Category: My Life & Thoughts

Dear Diary, It’s Saturday once more…The week’s been really long with a lot of things happening. I think the most major being the Fish thing. Ya know something, Cat gave me a card on Monday. Heh, nice. Anyway, fish read it and based on some past shit, he told me to tell her to fuck [...]



Its midnight…Its time to die…

Jul 16th, 2002 | By | Category: My Life & Thoughts

<p>Dear Diary,<br />I cant stand loving Cat! But I do…Argh! I’m going to run away and hide in my sleep now…</p><p>Yours,<br />Ridzuan<br />11.58pm</p>



I’ve reached the peak…

Jul 14th, 2002 | By | Category: My Life & Thoughts

Dear Diary, I’ve reached the peak. I’ve completed my term of office. As of yesterday afternoon….I stepped down. and for some reason, everything looks downhill from here…
It happened again you know…You know how I mentioned before about everyone wanting everything else but me? It happened again. For some reason, everyone wanted to take a photo [...]



Jul 11th, 2002 | By | Category: My Life & Thoughts

"cath-A-rine(00:05 AM) : you know i dunno what to think i love council with all my life i’ve given everything i possibly could … it hurts that people dun even trust me with a simple job.. maybe i went wrong sumwhere"
I wish I had the guts to say this to her…
"You know something? I loved [...]



How should I feel?

Jul 10th, 2002 | By | Category: My Life & Thoughts

Dear Diary, How should I feel? I don’t know… I think I’ll write to you later…
Yours, Ridzuan 11.49pm



Another day of pain…

Jul 9th, 2002 | By | Category: My Life & Thoughts

Dear Diary, Today is Youth Day! But…I had to wake up early to go to school…So sad. Anyhow, I woke up at around 6 and got to school at around 8.10am. Little did I know that the JC2s were actually supposed to assemble at around 7.30….oh well…The rehearsal generally went on quite well except that [...]



Wee hours of 8th July…

Jul 8th, 2002 | By | Category: My Life & Thoughts

Dear Diary, I was about to go to bed when cat asked me for the venue of godeatgod…then I decided to write you too. Anyway, Today’s been quite uneventful except that I’ve been doing a lot of studying…I’m quite excited by the possibility of studying at the hotel with Ivan and Q(haven’t talked to Q [...]



Lullaby of Tears…

Jul 7th, 2002 | By | Category: My Life & Thoughts

Dear Diary, I woke up especially early today. Initially planned to go for a jog and stuff but in the end, I ended up here…checking utopia and just hoping for something to happen.
Yesterday night, I cried myself to sleep again. Its so painful you know to cry each night just thinking about her. I think [...]