Dear Diary,
Heh, just finished a stand-by-area inspection and as usual…my area had no problems. haha, what can I say, either my team is damn good or the recruit’s mess is just damn clean by itself. Oh, after the stand=by-area during
~break~ 0729hrs
~Resume~ 0831hrs
~Sorry, they were asking for colunteers to do some scrub-the-floor thing~
Anyway, during the stand-by=area [...]

Dear Diary,
I’m back in Tekong. Now, i’m feeling like shit. Somehow, a big part of me still misses a lot of people. I barely got to see my dad. You know, I was saying to Cat over SMS(a couple of minutes ago) that I think I know how generals feel when they go for battle. [...]

Dear Diary,
Sorry I didn’t continue yesterday. The train arrived and then I got too busy to write. So i’ll just end off this early here…sorry
Yours sincerely,
Ridzuan Ashim
R(A)
10.38pm

Dear Diary,
Just had coffee & ice-cream with Cat and Q. Haiz…it’s been quite some time since I last saw them. Actually, it’s only been 2 weeks but somehow, time stops quite a bit while you’re in camp. While the clock in your brain continues ticking, the clock/watch on your wrist seems to crawl. Haha. Sounds [...]

Dear Diary,
Finally in my civilian clothes again. Heh, tomorrow book in timing is 2100hrs. heh, not like its a big thing or anything but I guess when your weekend is as short as mine, every minute counts.
Heh, i’m already late. i’m supposed to have met Cat at 3pm but then I rescheduled to 3.30pm. And [...]

Dear Diary,
I’ve finally booked out! Darn…the week that just passed seemed like the longest week since I enlisted. Hmm…I think its because of all the emotional stress that I got inflicted with this week. Oh well, one week gone! That means 12 weeks left of BMT! Actually I think i’m pretty excited about the start [...]

Dear Diary,
Just got back from dinner…I guess I’ve more or less cooled down from the IPPT failure incident. I figured now I’ll just work harder to clinch the next disruption test. Heh, you know there’s this aching feeling that I get because I can’t disrupt but I guess as time passes you just learn to [...]

Dear Diary,
I still feel so fucked up now. So pissed. So angry. So sad. So agitated. I should have just said I was sick or something yesterday and not do the SOC. Damn the SOC! Argh. Just so fucked up now…
Argh, and there’s swimming lesson at 1330hrs. I hate swimming lessons. Its just really dumb. [...]

Dear Diary,
Just completed my IPPT disruption test…and I didn’t get the disruption. Here is the breakdown of my results:
Shuttle Run – 10.2s (4pts)
Sit Ups – 42 (5pts)
Standing Broad Jump – 216cm (2pts)
Chin Ups – 4 (1 pt)***
2.4km Run – 12m10s(2pts)
You know, I’m feeling quite pissed with myself because all I needed was 2 more pull [...]

Dear Diary,
Just got back from the Tekong Cup Match. Haha. Pegasus Vs Mohawk. The final score was 1-1. Haiz, and from what I heard, Pegasus is now out of the league because Mohawk had won a previous match against Whiskey with a score of 9-0. Heh, and since every group has only 3 teams, Pegasus [...]