“I miss you…”

“I just woke up for work on a freaking Saturday morning. I woke up feeling very lonely…i suddenly feel so alone. Like a big piece of me just disappeared or something. Maybe I just need someone to hug me. Anybody.”

Dear Diary,
Went for my very first picnic without my parents…Would’ve been perfect….Oh well…i screwed things up again…
…too lazy to write to you these days…
Yours,
Ridz
10.43pm

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Dear Diary,
i’m supposed to get up to do work for featherpen…too lazy! Argh. I hate this feeling. Anyway, I figured I’ll continue writing to you…although, i have a sense that’s saying that the inevitable is approaching….Don’t be sad diary…I’ll make you a new home soon ok?
Yours,
Ridz
4.34am

Dear Diary,
i really feel bogged down now….but i don’t know what to say. But i just need to tell you this…I think your purpose here might have been fulfilled…Maybe it’s time i relieve you of this burden…i’ll think about it…
Yours,
Ridzuan
8.56pm

You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
“And The Phoenix’s cycle had reachedzenith, so he consumed himself in fire. Heemerged from his own ashes, to be foreverimmortal.”
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is [...]

Hey, you’re a rook. You’re the second strongestpiece on the board next the the queen. You arevery persistant and won’t go down without afight. You can also be quite stubborn andpossessive.
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Dear Diary,
Sorry I hurled insults on your page yesterday…
The only time i’ve been any more lost than I am now was last year…during the dark times…I got lost again…
…except now…I don’t know what to do. everything I say is misunderstood. It either just comes out wrong or wrongly received. I feel so…stupid. Maybe its army. [...]

fuck it.
i need my heart rate to go down and maybe if i can find it my fucked up heart, i’ll pray for tomorrow be a whole new day. but then again, i think it’ll just fuck itself up….
good night world.
good night diary….
Me.
Ridzuan
11.13pm