From “The perks of being a Wallflower” by Stephen Chbosky
April 29, 1992
Dear friend,
I wish I could report that it’s getting better, but unfortunately it isn’t. It’s hard, too, because we’ve started school again, and I can’t go to places where I used to [...]
Music in the background
Words flowing through my fingers
Melancholy in the air
Heat in the heart.
Birds chirping in my head
A storm impending
A shadow cast
across a sunset sea.
Glitters glittering in my eye
Gold littered across time
Yet all that glitters
is not gold.
A storm impending
A ship not escaping
straight into a shadow
into a sunset sea.
I shall mark today as THE BEST DAY of my entire life.
First, I went to my first rock concert. And guess what? It was free! Haha. LJB Rocks I tell you! Harry, Daryl, Sarah…You guys are definitely the best! Harry was like so damn cool and Daryl was so into it. Sarah…whoa girl! Cool Hair! [...]
I dreamt of lisa last night. It was weird. We met by, what must be, chance and I was rushing for a concert. But somehow, her presence made me feel close to her sister. We must have spent hours talking(although I don’t know, or can’t remember) about something. Funnily, in the end I didn’t go [...]
Help.
Something is very wrong with me today.
I feel angry.
With everyone except Chee Siang and Elvin(I think they’re like the nicest people I know right now)
I went to class just now and I really wanted to just ask every one of them to shut up.
I feel like sleeping.
I also feel like dying.
I feel so shitty.
Crap.
~
KR just [...]
I’m in school now. There’s a horrible feeling of lethargy in me today. I think it’s because I slept at 2+ last night. It’s really not good to be clocking about a 3 hours of sleep for the past few weeks…
Anyway, I feel very detached from the world. Very very detached. Something happened last night [...]
There’s a very interesting feeling every time I blog alone in my room. I can’t put a finger on it yet but i’ll try to describe it to you…
I’d be sitting on one of those office chairs with rollers and i’d prop my laptop on my a file and have it resting on my lap. [...]
I just spent like 10 minutes talking to myself in my room…heh…
I realise I do that quite often these days…
Time to sleep…
Good night.
Something weird happened today. The PD tutor of one my classes came up to me and asked me if I was teaching the kids what I was supposed to teach. In essence, yes, I have. But it was weird that he asked.
…A person doesn’t react unless acted upon.
My gut tells me that someone must be [...]
A certain lethargy sweeps me. I feel as though i’ve been labouring for many years and now my mind and body are begging for a break. I wonder if i’m just tired. Perhaps, i’m just feeling lazy. Or maybe it’s because it’s Monday. Yes. It has to be because of Monday.
Have you ever felt like [...]
