I am grossly behind schedule in my marking(Ok, shit my students are going to read this) but no I will not do marking tonight. I am too tired. I will sleep.
A sudden revelation seconds ago…
The path I am about to take
is lonely
My companions will never understand
And where I go,
Only I can follow.
Haha.
I’m crazy.
And sleepy.
Next thing [...]

Suddenly i’m not sure if i’m coping so well…
Just moments ago…for like 10 minutes…
I was here.
Next to my bed.
In my briefs and my socks
Dancing.
Jumping.
God knows what else I was doing…
And I was losing myself behind a locked door to the music that was plugged into my ears…
But why?
Because I needed it.
Because I wanted to just [...]

Perfect – Simple Plan
Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
And do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
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Dear love,
It’s been beautiful how we loved. How we began and, well, how we now begin again. Today was the day I would buy you a rose or gift or card or new shoe. Today was to be our day. And indeed, it was. A love spawned over coffee and lost over the same. Where [...]

Ok gentlemen.
Tomorrow is crunch time. All that you have learnt and trained for will begin tomorrow. All that you believe in will be put to the test from tomorrow. If you do not survive the initial onslaught, consider yourself lucky. May you rest in peace. If you do, then good for you. You will then [...]

A long day has passed…
Lots of marking to do…
I cant wait to clear them all…
Should I run tomorrow?
Oh well…no time to blog.
~
Why do I feel you slipping away…why do I feel so apathetic…
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I read her blog and figured it must be some kind of response to several angsty entries of mine.
Yet it reminds me of what yoda must have said in Star Wars.
“Fear leads to anger”
“Anger leads to hate”
“Hate leads to the Dark Side”
Anger and hatred. One must never be mistaken for the other. To know that [...]

Ask and you shall receive…
But to blame me when you didn’t ask?
Heh…Weird but…
If God was a Man,
I think he would be very angry
coz that’s what everyone would be doing
to Him.
I wish I was God.
Blasphemous.

I wonder if I ponder over things too much…
I wonder if that’s a good thing…
Do you wonder about the world you live in? And suddenly be reminded about how small you are? How insignificant you are in comparison to the size of this planet?…and to the history of Mankind? Well…I do.
And sometimes I sink into [...]

Today I found out that the former Singapore President has passed away when the state and school flags were at half mast. The school observed a minute of silence. And in that minute I found myself asking many questions…
“What are we supposed to be thinking in this one minute?”
“I think we’re supposed to be thinking [...]