Sze Jie just showed me the clip of her trip to Cambodia…
it came at the right time
to remind me
of the greater reasons
that lie beyond
the reasons
that lie within
my emotions.
During a time that I am angry
with all that life has offered
I am reminded
Of how life has offered to others
much less than she has offered
to me.
I will sleep [...]

I’ve never liked routines. I think routines end up making things mundane yet there is a certain security in having a routine. To wake up at 6am every morning ensures that you don’t waste your time. Setting Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays as your run days ensure that you keep yourself working out. But setting that [...]

I let my mind wander too much tonight…Good thing though…For once i’ll hit the bed before 12…
Looking forward to my breakfast with Szejie and Weile on monday…
Good night world.
Good luck to the guys having their Common Tests…

I sit here
listening.
I think about all the good things in my life
I think about all the sad things too
I think about all the things that make angry
I think about all the frustrations
I think about all that I want to do but wouldn’t be able to
I think about almost everything my mind can find…
with a tinge [...]

Camp Spirid has come to an end…I think I should put up some photos and stuff…shall do it later tonight or something…
Hmmm…Yes. I will put up the camp spirid entry later tonight rather than now.
It was great hanging out with Jamie, Shaz and Ivan…It’s weird how when I was attached, and set her as my [...]

Today was, in essence, instructor bonding day.
The day started rather early for me – 5am(I didn’t sleep so the day actually started like a day before). In any case, I made my way down to Anderson Secondary to meet Ivan so that we could start finalising some details(and especially to find out exactly how many [...]

In about half an hour i’ll be heading off to Camp Spirid.
Amazingly i’m the camp commandant. I really thought Ivan deserved it more though…But hey…I find this the entire beauty of my social circle. When we work together, we work together. The roles that we choose to be delegated with are more of the faciliation [...]

I don’t understand why i chose to blog. I don’t understand why anyone is blogging. Perhaps we all have different reasons for having our blogs.
I had a friend who started a blog for this very reason – to try understand it. Well, it evolved into something very different. In fact, I don’t know what it’s [...]

I have failed in my goal to sleep by 1 today. My clock reads 1.35am. Damn. Oh well.
The wheels of time keep on turning
the hearty flames keep on burning
Where I lie
*stops writing*
I just got a sense of disgust.
Whatever will be will be.
For now, i’d like to indulge in the adrenaline that’s swirling in my heart…

I’m losing a lot of focus these days…The one thing i’m glad is that I can safely say that my ‘grieving period’ is over. I guess i’ve some resentment in some areas but I guess now if I look back at it, all i’ll want to say is, “Haiz…It would’ve been great…Such a terrible thing [...]