26 Days have passed.
I’m still amazed at how i’ve managed to cope – How I still live…how I still want to strive for things…
I guess that is the beauty of the human spirit…the unconscious will to live.
My first week has come to an end. And i’m busier than ever…I’ve decided that for once, i’m going [...]
“:) yeah we’re cool. remember your promises. ” -8th May 2005 12.43am (On the night we broke up)
My 3 promises: Find peace, Not to blame self and to have faith in love.
“Last Warning Ridz: Stop reading my personal diary. And don’t reply to this message” -17th March 2005 7.54pm (While I was sitting with [...]
No entry for yesterday…was connecting my printer and all and churning out notes…Geez, Tutorials have started before the lectures even start. Damn. Means i gotta do my own research…Oh well, it will do me good.
Anyway, i’m clearing my handphone inbox because I’ll be changing my phone to the K700i(for $18 after vouchers and trade in). [...]
Another pictureless day.
As you can see, i forgot how to count in my previous entry.
Today was quite a busy day…but it will only get busier. My schedule is really packed to the brim once things go into full swing. But yes. This is how it should be. This is how I want it to be.
Today [...]
Today was my first day of school. Well, there were no lessons…
It was funny how during the welcome ceremony when the academic delegation was walking in with their gowns and hats, it really looked like a scene from Harry Potter with all the old but short wizards walk in. It would have been perfect if [...]
An excerpt from a note that I wrote to my father but never gave…Found it while I was looking for my guidebook…
“…You and mama must have noticed that I bring Cat home more often now…I don’t know whether you like it…but I hope you don’t mind…I want to spend time with her and the family. [...]
I didn’t put an entry for yesterday…i was clearing some work and by the time I had uploaded some stuff halfway, one of my applications restarted my V2k. Damn.
In any case, I was looking for my c math guidebook and when I found it…I realised something, I have her love notes all over the place. [...]
A new beginning.
A fresh start.
The wheels start turning.
It’s rare I show you what I am. Showtime.
Let’s see what happened today…
I woke up at 7 and went for my normal run…
The highlight was that I did math! Haha…I really need to buck up…I realise my mind is not as nimble as it was…now that’s bad.
Then I sent Min’an off to the airport. Good luck Mate! Will see you again soon…
It’s a [...]
There were no entries for Day 14-16 because I was too lazy.
Today I had dinner with Min’an and the usual bunch. It was so great to meet up with Min’an again. Had a very good chat with him after that. Will be having coffee with Chonghan this Saturday too…So happy…
I think Ridzuan is re-born. I [...]
