i don’t mind being lied to. really. so long as i don’t know you’re lying.
and
i hate it when secret smokers think i don’t know they’re smoking. It’s in your breath shithead.

It’s 2.15am in the morning and i’ve just finished applying for a job with Creative as an Administrative Assistant of some sort.
I’m beat. Not just physically but more so psychologically. There are things about myself i’m trying to sort out. Things about my heart I’m trying to understand and well, most of all, trying to [...]

I bought so many books in the past few days…6!

“East and West” by Chris Patten & “Ruth” by Elizabeth Gaskell

“New China Rising: A Social Economic Assessment of WTO Entry” by Hoong Yik Luen
“Persuasion” by Jane Austen

“The Clearing” by Tim Gautreaux
“Don’t Let’s Go to the Dogs Tonight:An African Childhood” by
Alexandra Fuller

Today was generally a good day. For one, I feel so relieved that she finally replied. This week, I thought I was going to lose two friends but I didn’t. And for that, I am thankful for the life for which I have. I guess I was reminded of what Royce said to me some [...]

There’s a certain melancholy when you do your reflections at night in your room with the lights turned out. As the darkness engulfs your world(especially when the laptop screen really blinds you), everything somehow seems to fade away into oblivion. Your day suddenly feels like a dream and the fact that your eyes are beginning [...]

[ ...Some stuff the voices in my head are saying... ]
The last time I ran till I felt like puking was years ago. I guess I’ve become superbly unfit.
Anyway, I realised if most unforgiving towards myself and that I can end up nitpicking on myself for ages. I don’t know why…Is it a good thing?
I [...]

I am in such a self-bashing mood tonight.

I was talking to Kelvin on MSN and it got me thinking…Actually no…Scenes of my life to be flashed in my head – scene after scene after scene…
I’m there leaning against the rails of the ship with music playing in my head. The sun is setting and the dolphins are playing joyfully on the horizon. [...]

There’s a mug of cold coffee on my table.
There are books around me.
The fan is blowing wind in my hair.
I’m playing jazz into my ears.
The world is dead silent.
It’s at moments like these that the world seems to be at peace. If the weather was cooler, i’d grab my jacket and walk down the streets [...]

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don’t know what to do
When will I see you again
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl [...]