What is sorrow I thought to myself…
Sorrow isn’t just feeling sad. It’s this feeling that’s lodged deep inside your chest. It’s when you’ve accepted something and you heart just drops. You smile genuinely but it somehow appears like it’s forced to the people around you. It’s something so sad but you can’t cry about it [...]

Next year is going to be a terribly exciting year.
The results will be out in like 2 days. I’m hoping I cleared everything. I don’t really care about whether I did well, but boy do I want to clear them..It’s like I’m pretty sure I know what the modules are about and i’ll know where [...]

I’ve been thinking about cathy ever so often. But today was it…I kinda miss talking to her actually although our last real conversation(other than the one today) must have been half a year ago.
But honestly, how can this be? I met her for less then a week in a country that’s like so far [...]

I was in a melancholic state when I wrote my previous entry. I was in Sembawang Coffee Bean gazing out the glass window, into the rain watching them smash the ground mercilessly.
Once the entry was published. I decided. Break out of this shit. I shut down my laptop and went upstairs to catch "Flags of our Fathers". [...]

The rain hasn’t stopped for a very long time now…I can’t seem to remember when it started. Come to think of it, i’ve been forgetting a lot of things lately. The worse was yesterday morning…
I received a text message from darren about a new meeting time and stuff and i composed the reply…I think I [...]

I used to sleep alone…I had this smurf plushie that was my best friend. We used to hang out in the corner of my room playing together. All sorts of things. My dad used to read to me and make me say a prayer every night before we went to bed. We’d say the prayer [...]

I’m quite impressed by the thinkpads ability to not-overheat despite long hours of usage…i’ve been using for what must be 8 hours(yesterday it was on for like 16hours) but still there’s bare a trace of warmth. In fact, the portable modem is already pretty hot…heh
Good piece of machinery this thing

It’s 3am and somewhere at the back of my head it signals the end of my one week self declared break from work(Exams ended exactly one week ago).
So what’s up from tomorrow onwards? Well…tomorrow…I’m going to kick off the day with a meeting with Darren and the League of Entrepreneurs committee. We’re planning a NTC [...]

I’m in sembawang coffee bean trying out my new M1 broadband device. I got the 384Kbps plan so it’s not exactly the fastest connection but it’s decent enough to allow me to surf, chat, check mails, send out mails, watch a few youtube videos so i’m not complaining yet…We’ll see how it goes…But it’s pretty [...]

I don’t know you. But it seems you know quite a bit about me, and my family. And it seems you’re making serious threats to my family.
Now, i’ll be honest with you. I don’t who you are. I don’t know how exactly much you know. But if you get here, and you’re reading this. Then [...]